life

It’s nearly 10 months since my heart has been not attached to a specific person, it’s nearly an eternity since my world crumbled down, at this point in my life, I just want to be myself and enjoy life for the joy it gives me, but even though I have had the chance to have a formal boyfriend there is only one who fulfilled my requirements and whom I wanted to date formally.

At this precisely moment of my life, my heart just keeps asking me what if? Am I going to find the one interested in me and to whom I will be interested too, or love life is like Murphy’s Law, Murphy’s Law says that curiously when a person is interested in a person, that person is not interested in him or her.

Shall life be like that? Is my life ever going to be normal? Am I going to find the one, whom will be equally interested in me as I will be on him?

Those are the questions my heart continues to ask me, and I honestly don't have an answer to give, I wish to have those answers too, but that is life, full of joy, happyness and full of weird things .

In the end, I just want to find an educated, attractive, romantic, detailed loving man, but I think those are extinct with the dinosaurs!!! that is my story, we'll see what God has in store for me!!!