My answer came through an unexpected way, honestly i Heard what i was looking for, i was asking myself what is wrong with me honestly a friend told me what i needed to hear, that he fell in love with my soul, not my spontaneity, but, it is extremely hard for me to open who i really am inside myself. I open myself through fases because it is specially hard because there are not only one aspect that characterizes me. Honestly, I was counting how long took me to open up in the past, and it took several times to open up all aspects of myself, the one who told me that, knows me better than anyone in the world. Let’s see who will be the lucky one who get to knows me as well as this friend!!! I am open to find love, but not any love!!