AMAZED

I honestly am amazed by the several things that happened today, I cannot explain to myself How or when, why or who, It's up to God to tell me that.

I know that my life has changed a lot lately, I believe God has sent me these events as an example of his kindness and wholesome. I saw my ex today with his fiancé, honestly I remembered how I felt about two years ago, OMG I am a totally different person today, I honestly didn't felt anything for him anymore, I knew that from long time ago, but actually living that feeling has not come to me until now.

I have seen how something as a childish dream has went to a new level of knowing, honestly there are some people that I try to avoid, some because they are total JERKS, and some because Who knows? but Today I felt as if I went to be who I used to be before, I honestly can tell that somethings that I lived last year were the best of my life, but I wen't from shine to shadow myself, today I actually realized, that I needed a transition to be myself again, I needed to be WHOMEVER I WANT TO BE, sure of myself and amazed by everyday's gifts.

Finally I got that gift, I don't know how long It will take for me to be back again, and sure has been difficult, it has taken me about six months, but I guess maybe I has grown up, maybe God has a better plan for me and always I keep so dear in my heart the wish to be able to have an amazing guy next to me as my Mr. T. He is handsome, not to tall, not to short, white skin, OMG amazing personality, amazing eyes!!!! he's funny, he's what I would call My perfect guy, my impossible, and my dream!!!

I just ask God to be who I used to be, but wiser and sexier of course jaja, but I don't ask him to be with my perfect man, I know he is not for me, instead I want to be happy in every way he wants me to be!!!