BRIGHT FUTURE

How far we really need to go, in order to realize it's about time to stop doing something and grab old habits and continue old tasks that were pending on your list of chores.

I know, this was the day I let myself into the sincere talk, this was the day I realize that things you never wanted to quit are worthless to fight for because are out of your reach, just because you lost your opportunity, this is the day I told myself that you really are capable to do anything you really want, that you have lots of choices and maybe this choice is better for you, because otherwise you won't be able to reach all your dreams.

Well, I know that someday I will say again "BULL SHIT", but I certainly know several things for sure, to start I do know that in lots of things in my past symbolism has made a huge presence in my bright and not so bright past, but I really have not felt the way I felt today in a long time, I can say, I was a little sad, even though my friends tried to cheer me up, I didn't wanted to get up, I just wasn't able to quit something I really wanted, until this afternoon, I just wasn't able to understand why I had to quit dreaming getting my objective done, but I certainly now I do.

Here is my today story. Here I was, sad and stubborn to understand why? but God as amazing as He is, sent me a signal made to me as a shopping spree, believe or not, I was able to choose lots of options, there was options like a relicary in a heart shape, whose I thought always to have the pic of the man I really thought was destined to me, but that heart was full of holes, just as my heart felt before, maybe transparent just as we both were and I really thought "OMG how many times have I dreamt to find this, and at this present time I found it", the second option was a heart which had space to print whatever I wanted to print on it, which for me was "someone to whom I was going to give a chance to be in my life and something happened and I backed up and didn't gave an answer to him, instead I got away"; then, the other option was a heart empty on the inside, but cute as it was, I just thought "this was a man whom I chose because of ignorance on how to handle feelings", honestly here they were my past not so long ago, and the only one solid enough was my first choice, whose always was, until yesterday; but I had another choice too, a beautiful key, a key to a bright future, a future I had been fighting for before until I forgot I really wanted, this was because my life was focused on my first choice. Here it was, a beautiful key, not been finished yet, but the only thing missing is the final touch, something that made it MY OWN FUTURE.

I had the opportunity, I had the chance, the only thing I wanted to know, which was the option I was going to pick, old options or the choice to keep writing my own destiny, the choice to open doors with my bright key, the one I fighted for before, the key to a bright future full of dreams, fullfillment and pride, a future full of wisdom and accomplished thanks to my real friends.

As you have already guessed, I picked my key, the only one I really think I'ts MINE, the one I stopped fighting for because I started dreaming to get a life full of love, which honestly had no future for me, dreaming of being loved and being the girlfriend of someone, those dreams were not worth while until today, because thanks to them I realized I gave up my dreams, I gave up my hopes and my capabilities, that's why I picked to keep my key, the one that's was made for me, and me only, the key to fullfill my dreams and hopes, the key to fullfill everything I really wanted before I knew love.

Today I really made a choice that told me that I was the only one with the power and key to write my own destiny and future, I am the only one who can make my actions worth while!! Life is full of choices, choice of not giving up old dreams which future are not for you, giving up choices you could choose because of the wrong reasons, or the choice that can make your dreams come true, maybe not with love of the "man of your dreams" but with the love of your family and friends and certaily with the love for the thing you want to do, those are just enought to conquer and fullfill any dream you want, .

Don't forget that doesn't matter what you think you are destined to do, it's what you really work for, what makes your path to your destiny, you have the tools to have the future you really want, you have the choices to keep walking towards the path you have been working on, and you are the only one with the enough passion to fullfill any dream you have, it's up to you to grab your tools and walk towards your destiny!!!